Boo, wish you were here..

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl who gives a shit behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

*Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

*
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
 I wish you were here...

Entry emo tak tentu pasal. Hehe...Makin nak dekat tarikh kawin ni hati makin sensitive..macam tisu ok? Macam2 run through kepala hotak aku. Tu lah...bila nak mendirikan masjid ni setan mmg suka goyahkan hati kita..kan? 

Aku rasa selama ni aku seorg yg kental. Mulut macam longkang. Ikut sedap je apa aku cakap. Kalau aku rasa nak laserkan, aku laserkan. Then aku hidup dalam dunia sendiri. Tak pernah peduli apa org cakap. Hati batu. Kalau aku rasa benda tu tak penting aku abaikan je... Maybe sebab aku da go through macam2 dalam life aku yg cuma duapuluhempattahun. Hidup aku mmg penuh drama yg org lain takkan pernah faham.

Tapi tadi masa breakfast Erin (my BFF) said that aku 'lain'. Hati mcm tisu. Lembut. Sensitive. Penurut. Sekarang. Rasa macam ada batu besar hempap kepala ok? Tiba2 mcm tersedar dari koma. Hehe..

The truth is when I'm with him.. I'm weak. Ye. Saya sgt mengada2 bagai puteri raja bila dia ada (who doesn't rite?). hehehe.. Last nite we have some serious conversation. About life. Tiba2 rasa sangat sedih. And I know aku sound mcm 'gatal'  but I can't wait to marry him. Because I want him here with me. All the time...

In life, there's a certain things that you are not able to tell anyone, even your BFF. And its killing me bit by bit. That's why I need him here... Boo,wish you were here...